Hmm, given your use language and the way you construct sentences, I’d say you are of below what is generally accepted as, entry level intelligence! You sound like a lonely boy, who thinks his found a new toy, sitting in his bedroom, in his parents house wanking off to gay porn! My advice is to channel your energy’s into finding an actual consensual person to have sex with!!
Wow, you have a lot of anger there! Is it because you are sexually confused and find that little cock of yours getting hard, while watching gay porn. Go on and let yourself go, and wank yourself off while fantasising about taking his daddy’s cock!!